Thanksgiving

Today I truly thought about what I was thankful for.
Usually I just bitch about having to drive around to see family and eat to much. Worry about when Shane will fit a nap in or if I will forget his diapers. Again.
I'm holiday jaded. But i guess having a child tugs me back every time I'm on the brink of total douchbagury. Thank god.
I stopped and thought about it today for real.
I still have family to bitch about, multiple generations and in-laws actually.
I have a home to complain about, that only has a small amount owed till its mine.
We have the money to fund my over indulgence in the vast varieties of sides.
My child is healthy and so very amazing.
I'm in relative good health.
I'm not serving over seas.
And my jeep sorta works still!
So really I drone on and on about how annoying my holidays are but I am damn blessed.
I am often sad. Often emotionally draining. Wanting more out of every aspect of my life but if I just sat back an looked over what I have I should really just shut my mouth and enjoy it.
Hope all are safe. Happy and full.
Im working on it.